My broken love...

2009-08-12T16:25:00.001+08:00

Perfect.

2009-08-03T19:29:00.000+08:00

I'm perfect in my world of imperfections.

-NIL-

2009-06-23T00:55:00.002+08:00

why do you always look at things in such a negative way. Not all things are always bad. Everything has 2 sides to it. Why do you always look at things in such a negative way? Just because I did it once it doesn't mean that i will actually do it again okay? Why can't you just leave me alone for once.

Screw you.

2009-06-21T17:30:00.004+08:00

Genting! The view from my hotel window.

Honestly, i really don't know what to post. Its just that my blog is really fucked up.

I'm pissed and everything. I really don't know what am I doing anymore. I don't even know myself. I'm so screwed up.

Don't keep nagging at me when you are not even related to me. Don't pretend you know me so well, You are nothing but a hypocrite. You pretend that you can discipline me when you can't even discipline your own child. Don't think that just because you watched me grow up so you know me well. Newsflash: NO YOU DON'T. Don't try and think that you can interfere my life and pretend that nothing has happen, Don't think that just because you watched me grow up and think that I'm a 'nice' girl so i will listen to your so-called advice. Screw you and your fucked up life.

I really hate you. Don't act all so nice to me. I really hate you. You think that you are oh so mighty but no you are not. Seriously. Stop thinking that you are the 'boss' of everything. CAUSE YOU ARE NOT! Screw you and your fucking ways.

Yearning

2009-06-01T15:39:00.002+08:00

Yearning.

Hope.

2009-05-20T17:09:00.002+08:00

Hope.
Is it possible?
My hopes have been dashed again and again and I'm sick and tired of it. So sick of seeing my hope soar up the sky and crash down again.
Why?

Twilight ritual

2009-05-07T15:41:00.003+08:00

The beginning of my twilight ritual.
Staring at the sea,
awaiting your presense.
If only you will appear.

Hoping..

2009-05-06T18:57:00.003+08:00

Hoping my very best to pass my Mid Years..
I don't need to pass with flying colours. Just to pass.

Hoping.. Hoping.. Hoping..

Will it come true?
Only god will know..

His smile.

2009-03-24T21:35:00.002+08:00

His smile is like a tattoo craved deeply into my heart.

His smile is like a drug, my personal brand of heroine.

The smile on his face never fail to light up my world,
And remove the mask I keep from the world.

With every smile on his face leaves a scar in my heart.

Love? Fate? Dreams? What exactly are you chasing after?

2009-03-23T18:30:00.002+08:00

Coincidence is god's way of remaining anonymous. -Albert Einstein

Its better to have loved and lost, then never to have loved at all.

Fate is like an unopened book.

Some dreams are not meant to be chased.

A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

The most common words in a love letter is 'miss' not 'love'.

Alphabet songs

2009-03-14T22:29:00.002+08:00

A: you're an alphabet

B: you're a belly button

C: you're a cantaloupe with arms

D: you're delirious

E: you're an elephant

F: you're the fairy of my arms

G: you're a goony goon

H: you're a hairy loon

I: you're an icky dicky doo

J: you've got joppy knees

K: claustrophobia

L: you've got leprosy too!

M, N: you're a maniac

O: you're an octopus-pus-pus-pus

P:, Q: particularly queer

R, S, T,: responsible for stupid things

U: pick your nose in bed

V: you're a vomit head

W, X, Y, Z

A, you're adorable

B, you're so beautiful

C, you're a cutie full of charms

D, you're a darling

And E, you're exciting

And F, you're a feather in my arms

G, you look good to me

H, you're so heavenly

I, you're the one I idolize

J, we're like Jack and Jill

K, you're so kissable

L, is the love light in your eyes

M, N, O, P

I could go on all day

Q, R, S, T

Alphabetically speaking: "You're OK"

U, made my life complete

V, means you're very sweet

W, X, Y, Z

It's fun to wander through the alphabet with you to tell you what you mean to me

My beautiful name

2009-03-08T22:18:00.001+08:00

Quick post about my name I found online!

http://www.thinkbabynames.com/meaning/0/Rachel
http://www.thinkbabynames.com/meaning/0/Vianna

My name is not a country! HAHA!! STUPID NICOLE AND CHERYL! GIVE ME WRONG INFORMATION!

Quiz from losers

2009-03-02T22:10:00.004+08:00

so many losers are doing quiz.. -.-

So anyway, I'm going to do a MASS quiz..

1)The person who passed you this quiz is...
CHUA XIUHUI
CHERYL ANG
JASLYN NG
CHOO HUIYEN

2. Your relationship with him/her is....
All friends

3. Your 5 impressions of him/ her:.
Can I just say that they are all losers, retarded, egoistic, I dunno le

4. The most memorable thing he or she has done for you:
Xiuhui: VIOLATE ME!!
Huiyen: Also VIOLATE ME!!
Jaslyn: Not sure..
Cheryl: not worth my attention

5. The most memorable words he she has said to you:
Huiyen: AH SOUW!!
Xiuhui: Say hello in a v perverted way that give me goosebumps
Jaslyn: Insult me.. -.-
Cheryl: Her words not worth my attention

6. If she becomes your lover, you will...
I will just kill myself by stabbing myself in the heart

7. If she becomes your lover, things he/she should improve on...
Xiuhui: NOT BEING SO PERVERTED AND FLIRTY
Huiyen: Stop being a loser and also same as Xiuhui
Cheryl: Stop being retarded
Jaslyn: STOP INSULTING ME!

8. If she becomes your enemy....
I will be ESTATIC!! And obviously do nothing about it. -.-

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
that they are all losers and I'm not. So they are pissed with me

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is...
Ask them go die and stop being preverted.. (For Xiuhui and Huiyen)

11. Your overall impression of him her is....
They are all losers

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Dunno..

13. The characteristics you love about yourself are...
That I'm not a loser!

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are...
Dunno

15. The most ideal person you want to be is...
too many..

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them...
Thanks for the support?!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you...
1) Nicole
2) Choo Hui Yen
3) Chua Xiu Hui
4) Cheryl Ang
5) Yap Xin Ying
6) Jaslyn Ng
7) Toh Qinghui
8) Julianca
9) Jinting
10) Kristie

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with at the moment?
Allen Walker

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Female

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?.
Depends.. Could be, could not be.. Who knows!

21. How about no.8 and 5?
IMPOSSIBLE!

22. What is no.2 studying?
English/Maths/Chinese/Comb. Science (Bio./Chem.)/Elective Geo/Pure lit/P.O.A

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
In the afternoon

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Jap songs/English songs

25. Does no.1 has any siblings?
Yes. One younger brother and one younger sister

26. Will you woo no.3?
I'll go die first.

27. How about no.7?
No. -.- Shealr has a yangshen to fawn over.

28. Is no.4 single?
Yes,although she hopes shes not. (She will remain single for her life! Although she wishes that she have her Kusano, who does not know she existed)

30. What is the hobby of no.4?
watching anime/listening to Jap song/Drawing/Being a loser and always falling down

31. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
So-so lar.

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
PL

33. Say something casually about no.1.
She is nonsense, love to see animal, sarcastic, mind is full of rubbish. Everyday think of nick Jonas. Dreaming of being rock star in Disney channel which she won’t be at all. HAHAHA.
(Copied from Xiuhui!)

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
She'll just murder me.. Not that I want to anyway..

35. Where does no.9 live at?
Somewhere in Singapore.

36. What colour does no.4 like?
How I know.. -.-

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Somewhat..

38. Does no.7 likes no.2?
Number 2 pratically live everyboby. -.-

39. How do you get to know no.2?
Forgot..

40. Does no.1 have any pets?.
No.. All the pets she keep will just die.

41. Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
EWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!! GROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS........

42. Do you think its possible if no.4 and no.5 date each other?
Ermm.. I think that number 5 will just jump off the building..

43. Say something more about no.6...
ABUSIVE, ALOT OF INSULTS, LOSER, ASSHOLE

44. What is your relationship with no.9...
Friend

45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from:
1-9 from PL and one from dunno where.

46. What would you do if no.10 hates you?
She love me too much! xD

47. Which of the following are in a relationship?
Nicole-Nick Jonas, Xiuhui-Gienieeve,Cheryl-NOBOBY,Huiyen-Derrick Hoh,Jaslyn-Allen Walker,Qinghui-Nat Ho,Kristie-I dunno who,Julianca-NOBODY,Jinting-I dunno who

48.How did you first met no.3?
Forgot

49. How would you react if no.3 and no.10 are together?
They don't even know each other..

50. Last question! What would you do if no.10 tells you she is pregnant?
Okay.. Who's is it? Derrick? Mattew? SengWee? SengYang? Or ZongRen?

TATA!! I'M FINISH!! I DON'T OWN ANYMORE QUIZESSSSS!!

EMO

2009-02-26T21:38:00.004+08:00

I don't really know what to blog about but I am keeping this blog alive! Was recording down the days of O Levels and I just realized that it's so freaking near! 2 months just flew by me just like that. It feels like just a few weeks! No doubt about 8 months! 8 months left and I haven't even started studying.. Sec 4 life is so saddening...

Mi corazón está con usted para siempre

2009-02-22T21:14:00.003+08:00

Mi corazón está con usted para siempre

I got two new sweet<3s! They are like so freaking CUTE okay! One is Japanese and one is Spanish! They are so damn freaking hot lar! OMG!

Yamashita Shoon
Name: 山下翔央
Name (romaji): Yamashita Shoon
Profession: Actor and singer
Birthdate: 1988-Dec-20
Birthplace: Tokyo, Japan
Height: 170cm
Weight: 50kg
Star sign: Sagittarius
Blood type: A
Talent agency: Johnny's Entertainment
TV Shows: Satomi Hakkenden

Manolo Cardona
Birth Name: Manuel Julián Cardona Molano
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1977-Apr-25
Birthplace: Popayan, Cauca, Colombia

V day 2009 & Huiyen's birthday!

2009-02-13T21:41:00.003+08:00

This post is especially for LOSER Huiyen who apparently wants me to update my blog for her b’day! Its like last Sunday so apparently I’m a week late. But better late then never right! So HuiYen, appreciate it while it last okay! Anyway, CHOO HUIYEN! HAPPY 16^th BIRTHDAY! Bet you queued up at 12 midnight to watch NC16 movies right! I know you did! No wonder you so tired the next day! So how was it?! First one to get your IC, first one to watch NC16 shows, first one to die also! HAHA! One year older, one kg heavier! Don’t eat so much arh!

To Everyone: Happy V day 2009! Hope you and your love ones get together tomorrow!

http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=758D0AC0F0783779

2009-01-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

STRESSED

2009-01-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

Life is seriously STRESSED man. Sitting at the first row is like shit fuck lar. My neck hurts like FUCK and its like only the first week and it feels like few weeks. This year is so different from last year where all you do is slack. I really regretted not doing my holiday homework. This year is "O"s and all the teachers like to harp on it ALOT!

Stressed like fuck man!

Malaysia

2008-12-28T14:13:00.013+08:00

Hey people! I'm back! Went to Genting - KL - Port Dickson. Missed Christmas but whatever.

First Day. Genting!

On the way to Genting! So misty!

To First World Hotel!

Layout of Genting!

I went to New York too! Haha!

Stayed at First World Hotel, took 3 damn hours to check it man! Waited at the lobby with is packed like siao. Then went to eat lunch and went to Haunted Adventure!

Me, Kristie and the werewolve!

The werewolve!

Haunted Adventure!

Scary like shit man.. Me and Kristie scream the loudest man. in the cage no one scream except us! So embarrassing man. Raphael even begged the person not to come out. Hilarious man. Went to Sky Venture next. Raphael can't fly up! Damn funny lar! I look damn retarded in that costume man! But at least I can fly up! :)

Me and the instructor!

Me, Raphael and Kristie with the instructor and our certs! :)

Went to Ripley's Believe It or Not next. The things there were like not that bad but abit unbelievable. Got ditched by our parents for us to rot at the hotel.. Randomly talked about SW and SY. They didn't join us in Genting, apprently SY was having a fever. -.-

Second day. Genting! Went to play arcade. Damn fun lar! Got alot of tickets when you hit Jackpot, which I did! :) Went to see Bolt after that! First in Malaysia: Osim Chair! But the Osim chair sucks lar! The heater only warm my butt and I was like so cold! Bolt was not that bad! The parents went to see IP Man. -.- Some Bruce Lee show! Went Bowling after that. My thumb hurts like fuck lar! And I just embarrassed myself! Was like sick after that! Genting was like damn cold and I was like shivering!

Third Day. KL! Shopped at The Pavilion. Went to try the STUPID Fish Spa. That was like the MOST embarrassing day of my entire life man! My leg apparently didn't went in! Me and Kristie's leg didn't went in! So embarrassing man! My father force my leg in and my leg was like SHIVERING! And I CRIED!! Wth can. So embarrassing. My mother went around telling eeryboby that I cried when my father forced my leg in! So embarrassing man.. And I screamed everytime the fish nibbled on my leg which is like twice?

Forth Day. KL! Uncle Ngui and family joined us on that day. Went to eat Dim Sum and I realised that SW ate ALOT! He ate like 2 SUPER BIG bowl of porridge when 1 family is suppose to share 1 bowl! -.- Shopped at Mid Valley. Went for the Fish Spa again. But Kristie and I didn't try it! :) SW just put his whole leg in! -.- And SY put in for like what 5 minutes! HAHA!! Chicken man!

Fifth Day. KL! Went to shop at One Utama. Was taking photos like mad in the car on the way back. After that, Mummy, Daddy, Aunty Evan, Uncle Kho and Raphael went to Chinatoewn to shop again. Left me and Kristie in the hotel room with one bowl of Cup Noodles shared among two person! STARVING MAN! We were like randomly talking and Kristie said I like SW and screamed until damn loud! The next moment, SW knocked on my room door. I was like blushing like mad man! So embarrassing. He just went "Hi, I'm bored. Can I join?" Wtf! Kristie was like I think he heard! Fuck lar! And she was like "Eh. Chel-Chel (Thats what she and her mom call me -.-) why your face so red!" OMG can! Played Tai Ti. AWKWARD MAN! Then played Monopoly. Found out he is quite smart. He got like 90 plus for his maths eveytime. And I have to be banker cause my maths was the worst! -.- Stupid reasoning. Daddy came back and was like SW, you playing with them. Come eat. And HE ATE ALOT! -.-

Sixth Day. Port Dickson! Uncle Ngui they all nvr join us. We stayed at the Water Chalet. The bathroom was just stupid! When you first enter, you have to pass through the bathroom. And The shower have no door. -.- If you don't close the blinds, everyone will see. And if someone is bathing, nobody can enter! Stupid design man. I totally LOVE Port Dickson. Quiet and can emo at one side. Did alot of thinking. The view is damn nice there. Went sun-tanning when Raphael and Kristie went swimming. But saddly, no tan. Kristie and Raphael went fishing at night. They caught lots of crab and 2 fish! -.- But apprantly, the crab never came up. It droped back into the water when they were reeling it in. Stupid!

Seventh Day. Home! Went to Malacca on the way to eat Peking Duck? Went home about 10 plus. :)

This trip make me look at things in a different way. I assumed some things wrongly. Maybe life is just so compicated and people jump to conclusion. I don't know how I feel about you.

P.S: Post more pictures later!

Screwed.

2008-12-15T21:39:00.002+08:00

I am really going mad! My computer is so screwed! OMG.. -.- I am so pissed man! Stupid DJ Max. My life and my PSP is so screwed.

Stupid PSP!

2008-12-11T16:06:00.000+08:00

Theres something seriously wrong with my PSP! Jaslyns game cannot be found in my PSP but in my memory stick, its there! AHHH! I'mgoing postively mad! OMG! JASLYNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so bored.

2008-12-11T15:54:00.002+08:00

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Thats all. Cause certain unknown people wants me to post more, so heres my post! :D

P.S I'm so bored.

P.S.S I'm so bored.

CHALET PHOTOS OUT AT LAST!! :)

2008-12-04T15:06:00.006+08:00

The Neoprint! :) THEY RAWK MAN!

HEY PEOPLE!!! I UPLOADED THE CHALET PHOTOS ON PHOTOBUCKET ALREADY! GO SEE IT!! THANKS!
Sorry for the late post!

P.S: Heres the link! :)

http://photobucket.com/chalet_2008_photos

Chalet '08

2008-11-24T14:04:00.003+08:00

I'm on my way to upload the photos but since uploading the photos are such a chore, i will actually blog about the chalet first though it is like so long later but whatever.

Escape - BBQ - Sleepover - Home

BBQ was quite fun especially nicole's special homemade butter brush! [NICOLE, I LOVE YOR BUTTER-BRUSH!!] Jaslyn and Cheryl set up the fire, and Xiuhui and HuiYen started to set up the food. Nothing for me to do so I started going round taking photos. Xiuhui was desperate to finish bbqing all her prawns ad me being such a kind soul help her finish her prawns! I totally LOVE prawns though I don't know why! Prawns are like totally the best food on this earth. Xiuhui and Huiyen help me peel the prawns cause i don't know how to peel them. They are like some prwn peelers. About 9 plus, all of them went home except for Qinghui, Xiuhui, Nicole, HuiYen, Cheryl and me! Then QingHui started to prank the neighbours who had totally no sense of humour. -.-

Went to ehub and took neoprints! The neoprints rocks. They are like the best one I took so far! Went back to chalet about 12 midnight. Played truth or dare for a while then went outsde to talk until 2 plus? Qinghui went back first to sleep. Played uno with stupid doramon cards (HuiYen's). Cheryl went to sleep after that. 03:33 AM! After what Nicole and Xiuhui said, HuiYen was like damn scared! HAHA!! Suppose to sleep but can't sleep so was talking to HuiYen and Xiuhui also cnt sleep! Nicole slept like a PIG! Stared to scare HuiYen and Qinghui! THEY WERE DAMN HILLARIOUS! Especially the part where they scream like mad after i pulled off their blankets! Went to Cheers with Xiuhui, HuiYen and Qinghui since Qinghui wanted to buy water! Left Nicole and Cheryl in the chalet sleeping like pigs! Didn't even want to wake up to open the door for us! Everyone staerted to fall asleep after that which is like about 5 plus? HuiYen first. Then Xiuhui, then ME! :D XiuHui can't sleep and woke me up like 3 times? STUPID HuiYen still want to watch Sunrise! Can't even wake up! Woke up like about 9? Went to eat Macs and checkout. Then went to arcade to play until like 11 plus? Went to call for 6 seater Taxi But don't have. I did something damn lame but I don't want to write it down! So embarresing!

I WILL POST THE PHOTOS SOON! :D

Ciao!

Escape!

2008-11-20T17:36:00.009+08:00

I decided that i shall post in different post so the post would not be so long! And i will post the pictures in different titles like escape, BBQ, sleepover etc. OK! Time for pictures!

AT ESCAPE [18 November '08]

~*~*~*~*~

While queueing to sit the bloody viking ship:

Me, Huiyen, Xiuhui, Cheryl and Nick.

CHALET COMMITTEES! Xiuhui, HuiYen, Nicole and me! :D

Jaslyn STUPID hand arh!

Me, HuiYen and Nicole!

Me and HuiYen!

~*~*~*~*~*~

Qinghui, Nicole, Isabelle and Mildred on the Inverter.
Nicole, I can hear your scream from down below! Your sream is FREAKING DISTINTIVE MAN!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

While queueing up for the family cargo ride. Ditto whats that called!

The BBQ pictures have a freaking huge amount of 115 pictures! Its like FREAKING ALOT! Oh My Gosh! Uploading these 13 photos are like a FREAKING CHORE for me alr! OH MY GOSH! I DON'T WANT TO UPLOAD ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!

Fuck That bloody bitch.. When i read your bloody fucking blog, it just pissed the fuck out of me.. I don't even want to be friends with you anymore. You are a bloody hypocrite, a bloody whore. I don't even know why am I friends with you in the first place. Worst of all, I don't even know why am I STILL friends with you. You have no bloody originailty, no bloody gradittute, and alot of other "no"s. I'm so sick of being your friend, so sick of seeing your bloody face. You are just a bloody bitch in my eyes. So do me a fucking favour and get the fuck out of my face cause you piss the fuck out of me. I don't really bother if i know you for a lifetime. Just fuck off. Don't ever enter into my life again!

IMPORTANT!

2008-11-20T13:50:00.003+08:00

CHALET PHOTOS WILL BE POSTED UP BY FRIDAY! I SWEAR!! ALL CHALET PHOTOS!

I SURVIVED A TOTAL OF 24 HRS WITHOUT SLEEP!!! YAY!! I'm damn happy lar. I beat Xiuhui and Huiyen and the other pigs! HAHA!

Yeah.. Thats all.. :)

Will post abt chalet by tmr!

Super short post xD

2008-11-12T13:44:00.001+08:00

LIFE IS SO STUPID! I'm so bored of life. WTF.

ok. End of Post. :D
Haha..

Don't know whats up.

2008-11-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

Dunno whats up with me but I am like feeling PISSED these days man... Damn sick and tired of school and my parents.

Whenever I look at her face, I will just feel PISSED for dunno what reason. I just dunno why. Maybe because just looking at her just irritates the fuck out of me. I really don't know.

I'm really tired of putting on a facade, really tired of smiling..
I'm sick and tired of life.

2008-11-04T12:41:00.004+08:00

Went to Douby Ghaut watch HSM3! OMG OMG OMG!! Zac Efron is like SO DAMN BLOODY HOT!!!!!!!!!!! Eekkk!! OH MY GOSH LAR!! Den walked to Orchard to take Neoprints which totally pissed me off at that time but whatever.. ZAC EFRON IS SOOO HOT!!!

I am going to grow SO fat this holiday! Went to eat Macs with Xiuhui and Yen ytd. I am like damn sick of Macs breakfast alr.. Oh My Gosh... Came my hse do hw and they played Monopoly with my brother.. -.- No childhood lar! Rushed off to Mummy's office with Kristie and went for some motivation course shit thing lar... Damn lame lar.. Waste of my bloody time..

TMR INTENSIVE LESSON OFFICIALLY START!! OMG!! SHIT!!!

Failure

2008-10-30T15:21:00.002+08:00

My timetable officially FAILED!!-.- Started using the com, sleeping, wathing tv.. Shit lar... I found a new website called fanpop. There are like LOTS of Twilight quizes which are like DAMN addictive!! OMG!! I am so proud of my iPod also! I downloaded Twilight soundtrack and i found out how to insert lyrics! OMG! am so proud of mysef! YAY!! :D

Why?

2008-10-25T22:47:00.004+08:00

The first thing I hate to do is to say goodbye.
The second thing I hate is changes.

Why do we have to say goodbye? Why do we have changes? When people finally get accustomed to their surroundings, everything changes yet again. After so long, after getting used to it, things change again. Will it be the same anymore? Only god will know. Who is deciding our fate? Can we fight against fate? Will it be the same anymore? I guess not. After a while, after everyone get accustomed to things, everything changes yet again. Whats the point? I realise that things can and will never last forever. So what's the point really? Life is like going round in circles, going through things over and over again, but no matter how many times it happens, the pain is forever there, no matter how long.

After 1 year of being together as a class, 3C1 isn't really a bad class after all.

Confused.

2008-10-24T14:40:00.001+08:00

Life is always unexpected. Life has lots of decision to be made, to be chosen. That will be your turning point in life. The turning point in life is based on your decision, which will lead to your ending in life, your path in life. Choosing the wrong thing in life can lead you to a entirely different route, an entirely different life, an entirely different path in life. Making the correct decision... How? Making the wrong decision could cause you your entire future. Life is like standing in the middle of a cross road, deciding where to go. Your decision will end up in different places. But how do you choose? Will you know if what you chose in the end will end up in a much better place than the route you did not chose? I really don’t know.. Life is so confusing for me.. What if i made the wrong choice? What if i ended up in the wrong place, so different from my goal.. I am scared... I’m not ready.. not ready to face life.. I’m just a teenager, I’m not ready to make decisions..

A turning point is an event or a truth that greatly impact their life, often resulting in a positive or negative change in life. Life has lots of turning points, at each turning point, there is always a decision to be made. The decision will eventually affect their entire life, deciding their future whether is it good or bad. The turning point could affect your path in life, your ending in life. But who would expect that that particular walk back home to be my turning point in life. Where will I meet mine?

Twilight: The movie countdown! :D

2008-10-24T13:02:00.001+08:00

Life.

2008-10-24T00:23:00.003+08:00

AFTER EOYS!!

2008-10-03T21:39:00.003+08:00

I haven been posting and ppl like ahem wants me to update for dunno what since my blog is dying... Sooner or l8r it will be dead!! I am going to save money to see my darling Hamilton! :) YAY!! I TOTALLY LOVE MY DARLING HAMILTON!! YAY! The stupid school totally sucks like big time. STUPIDLY, the school give us some i dunno wth project which i totally dun understand lar... Total crap xia.. Innovation wk sucks man.. But at least got 2 extra days for me torot at home! After the stupid EOYS, i started to rot at home and sit my arse on the crouch for one whole day pratically the whole day! HAHAHA!!! Sorry Xiu, Nic and Yen.. PS u ppl alot of time... SORRY!!! I was busyrotting at home! :) My new motive in life!!! AHAHAHA!!!

Company Chalet

2008-09-13T19:09:00.007+08:00

Me and bro in e car! :) The nxt door chalet! So scary!
Me and Kristie outside chalet.
Playing with candles
Me and Kristie again!
Playing with candles, making I HEART YOU.

Lighting the fire.

Us.

The wonderful results! IHEART YOU!

Colourful candles.

Playing with sparkles. I totally love my camera!

Cool effects with my camera.
Playing with lanterns.

Me playing with lanterns! Deprived childhood! HAHAHA!

Ytd had company chalet at East Coast Park.. the chalet was like ermm... okok only ba... Went to play candles and lantern and my mom was like gambling. -.- ToDAY HAVE BBQ!!! OMG LAR!! Ytd dun hv chicken wings! I wan to go today! Cnt stand tat bitch lar. One day two times tuition.. You not human i am ok! Have party downstairs today! Snowskin!! YAY!!

Holidays ending!

2008-09-06T22:36:00.003+08:00

I look retarded! Friday, ate Macs with Angs den went to Bugis with Kristie. Went to shop a Bugis St. Bought 2 shirt, pouch and shutters. My shutters put at home rotting only.. Den went to play arcade and watched Wall-E! HE IS SO SWEET!!! SO CUTE!!!! OMG!! But that STUPID theatre so damn dark can! please lar! Went back to Bugis St to shop again then to Bugis Junction to shop again! HAHA! Sat MRT to PS to shop again. Home.

SCHOOL IS STARTING AND I HAVEN DONE A SINGLE SHIT!

I'm blind-folded on this roller coaster they call life, keep trying to make it through the next turn, knuckles white and holding tight.

I'm tired of putting on a facade. My face hurts from smiling.

How to?

2008-08-29T20:43:00.004+08:00

Everyone keeps telling me to lighten up, let go and look at the brighter side of life.. But no one ever told me how.. How would I know if she is in a better place... I still cry for her every night although I don't know why. I miss her so much.. Without the funeral to somehow temporally numb my feelings, to keep me from thinking about it. I didn't even seen her except for the first day where we have to lay her and all that stuff. But after that , I really don't have the courage to see her. I feel that whenever I look at her, she will be really dead. I don't know why but I kind of thought that if I don't look at her, she won't be dead. Stupid. But I really don't want her to go. I miss her so much. I'm sorry. I didn't have the courage to see you. I am not restricting myself from letting go but I really don't know how to let go. I am really tired of faking a smile, putting on a facade. But whenever I am at home, I really miss her so much. At school, my heart feels so numb but I can temporally put away my feelings. But for how long? I really miss her alot. Whenever I close my eye, I think of her, think of the day she really went away, she really left us. I use to think there was such a thing as eternal life pill. And if I have it, I would give it to my parents, my brother, both of my grandmothers, my uncles sand aunties, my cousin and Uncle Francis and Aunty Doris. How stupid. 2 person is gone from my life. I guess nothing can last...

I miss you.

2008-08-25T18:19:00.006+08:00

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me.

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la

This song is like what I am feeling right now.. I feel so empty like theres a hole in my heart like theres a gap in my life like theres someone missing in my life. I miss you so much. After yesterday, it hit me that I love you so much and I miss you like hell. I miss you. I miss the way you smile, the way you look. I miss those chats with you where you used to sit on my bed looking out of the window watching the kids play and talk to me. I miss telling you 'I'm home'. I miss you so much. I miss smelling your medical oil and listening to you nag at me. You use to break up those fight I have with my brother or when my parent fight. I miss you so much. I miss holding your hand, bringing you to the toilet or anywhere. I miss the way your soft skin feels on mine. I miss the times where you used to tie my hair to french plaits. I miss the times where you scolded me, when you nagged at me. If I could rewind time, I would never have let you go. I used to think that you could live forever. I used to think that you will always be there for me, no matter what. I used to think that you were biased towards my brother and you were always nag at me. But if I can ever rewind time, I don't care a damn if you are biased towards my brother, just as long as you are here. I regretted not visiting you, not talking to you, not visiting you in the hospital, and not having the courage to hold your hand before you die.
I'm sorry.
I love you.
I miss you.

Tessa, Xiuhui, Nicole, Huiyen, Jaslyn and Cheryl. Thanks for being there for me. Thanks for caring about me. THANK YOU. You people rawk.

2008-08-19T16:45:00.002+08:00

A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go..

The best relationship, the one that last, are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is... suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry..

Love. Love makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Love really hurts.

For all sad words of tongue and pen,
The saddest are these;
'It might have been.'

And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.

Love does not die easily.
It is a living thing.
It thrives in the face of all of life's hazards,
save one-
neglect.

I seldom think about my limitations, and they never make me sad. Perhaps there is just a touch of yearning at times; but it is vague, like a breeze among flowers.

It is a time when one's spirit is subdued and sad, one knows not why; when the past seems a storm-swept desolation, life a vanity and a burden, and the future but a way to death.

When you love someone, let them know...
You never know what will happen the next minute....
Learn to build a life together..
Learn to love each other.
For who they are.. not what they are...

Fear and caution may hinder one from doing what they truly want to do. If you fear what may happen, you will never get far.

You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly..

Sometimes we just don't appreciate those people who really care for us.
Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.
Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts.
It's better to tell someone how much you love them.
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.
You'll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.

Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...Time is Eternity.

2008-08-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

You don’t learn the difference between holding hands and falling in love until it’s too late. You don’t learn fast enough that kisses don't always mean something and promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made. The saddest of them is that some people aren’t how you thought they were. That they could be twisted and cruel.”

Anyone who speaks English knows that ‘I’m fine’ is code word for ‘I’m not fine, but I don’t want to talk about it.'

Sometimes deception has a hidden truth.Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow. We must fail in order to understand. We must clear our head of preconceived rights and wrongs in order to recognize what side you should be a part of.

I’ve come to realize that "best friend" is not a label, but a promise- a promise that I will not once again break if you give me the chance.

You’ll only die if this is your time. If it isn’t your time to go, dying now isn’t written in your destiny..

I want to welcome the possibilities of tomorrow and leave yesterday a memory.

2008-07-23T21:00:00.002+08:00

Why do boys fall in love with girls?
(This was written by a guy)

1. They will always smell good even if it’s just shampoo.

2. The way their heads always find the right spot on ourshoulder.

3. How cute they look when they sleep.

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms.

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.

6. How cute they are when they eat.

7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.

8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she’s the most beautiful girl on this earth.

11. How cute they are when they argue.

12. The way her hand always finds yours.

13. The way they smile.

14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight.

15. The way she says “lets not fight anymore” - even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.

17. The way they kiss you when you say “I love you”.

18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you…

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt. * i think every girl is guilty of this

22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don’t admit it).

23. The way they say “I miss you”.

24. The way you miss them.

25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn’t hurt her anymore...Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die orknow that you would die without them it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling. Only felt.

OMG. This is like SO SWEET. Someone send it to me and I think it is SO SWEET. And the best of all: IT IS WRITTEDN BY A GUY!! OMG. If my boyfriend was tat sweet. Eek.

2008-07-20T16:37:00.002+08:00

OMG... Sakuya!!! I am really desperate to have the song Fever of C!!! It is by Λucifer. AHH!!!!

Kaikan Phrase Anime.

Sakuya Ookochi (大河内咲也, Ōkochi Sakuya)
Voiced by: Masaya Matsukaze

Main character of the series, Sakuya is the highly talented lead singer of Λucifer. He is known for his striking blue eyes which are inherited from his American father. However, Sakuya is also rude, physical, and doesn't care about life even when he starts singing with the band Lucifer.

Sakuya lived most of his young teenage life paying off his mother’s debt at the club she worked in. Like his mother, he sang and played the piano for club guests, but to make more money he also worked as a male escort on the side.

Because of his harsh experiences as a child, Sakuya's sense of trust was lost in people. But when he meets Aine, a high school girl, he shows a new caring and sensitive light towards others, especially to Aine. When she first starts working for them he says to himself that he is just selfishly using her, but after a while his true feelings start pouring out.

OMG. I love this episode. Sakuya is like SOO SWEET to Aine!!! OMG.

http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-14890/Kaikan-Phrase-Episode-43.html

2008-07-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG... Sakuya!!! HE IS LIKE SO HOTTTTT!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS LIKE OMGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As in the anime version cox e manga abit wierd. Kaikan Phrase. OMG. Sakuya is like SO sweet to Aine. SO PROTECTIVE!!! SO SWEET AND HOT!!!! OMG OMG OMG! My favourite songs are like Tokyo Illusion, Datenshi Blue, Midnight Crow and Fever of C. BUT I CNT FIND FEVER OF C!!! I WANT IT DESPERATELY MAN!! SOMEONE HELP ME!

2008-07-15T19:07:00.002+08:00

WTH can. After the STUPID CHINESE PROJECT, my com is like all in chi and i nid to chage it back. -.- WASTING MY TIME MAN! Went out wif Xiu to buy my stuff and her stuff and hv to treat her. Waste my $$ only! BURN A HOLE IN MY POCKET!!! OMG PLEASE. I NID CHOCOLATESSSSSSS...

2008-07-14T21:53:00.002+08:00

Went bowling today... Xian.. Cheryl went wif us. Had like to run to Macs to become delivery girl for them.. ''BIG ORDER'' worh.. -.- Den after boeling when to Jas hse to eat DURIAN!!! YAY!!! OMG. Got like damn lot of pictures and videos of ppl disecting the durian. !!! Had like DAMN lot of UNGLAMS!!! HAHAHA!!!! And abit of Glams only! I WAN TO BUT MY BOOK!!! Eekkk... UPLOAD UNGLAMS NXT TIME!

2008-07-14T02:30:00.002+08:00

MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD!! Or at least, the tagboard isn't! hehe.. My blog is going to die soon but i will try to keep it alive! hehes.. ohh.. btw, Thank you to all the post! It was like OMG damn embarrassing but thank you all NEways. Thanks for the sms and calls and the presents! THANKS!!! :) Did Chi presentation for like pratically e whole day and qinghui almost got me into trouble.. -.- now i get msgs every 5 min. wtf. OMG LAR. Tmr got bowling again. -.- I DUN WANT TO GO!!!! OMG PLEASE.. SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!! WTF. Bowling is totally meaningless.

2008-07-12T19:26:00.003+08:00

OMG. Actually i dun really noe wtf am i gonna post but my damn blog is like so damn dead so i decided to post smt. Thank you all for the sms and calls. I dun really want to list out lar.. And the presents. xP ohh yea... I was supposed to dedicate a post to YEN!!! ok.. Heres ur post.. HAHAHA..

HAHAHAAHAHHA!!! HUIYEN LOOK SO DAMN RETARDED!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!! Ok.. Yen. Heres ur post!

2008-07-10T21:39:00.004+08:00

XiuHui on the bus singing i think..
Nicole xP
HUIYEN'S RETARDED FACE!!! OMG. SHE LOOKS SO RETARDED!!! HAHAAH!!
Angs and Liyuan! My doodling in NP's notebook when they are talking abt GPS. Like I will ever do tat please.

NP's notebook. ICT.

OMG OMG OMG!! TODAY went to NP which is OFFICALLY A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME please.. I dun even wan to go tat course.. I was like pratically sleeping if tat STUPID guy was like not sitting bside me.. Tat STUPID hall was damn zai also can. I ALMOST WANTED TO KICK TAT GUY IN FRONT CAN. So little space.. -.- And tat STUPID guys behind CHAO NOISY de can! Talk so much.. I so wanted to turn behind and smack him lar. SO NOISY and I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP!! OMG. There was like a guy tat is like DAMN CUTE please! Even Cheryl agrees. Cheryl keep making a fool out of herself. OMG can. MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 3 DAYS!!! YAY!!!

2008-07-06T18:37:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!! Although one day late lar but still... hehe.. SITTING WITH YOU FOR ONE WHOLE TERM WASN'T NICE COX U WERE ANNOYING... But still i am a good friend. So therefore, wishing you a happy belated brithday! U ARE OFFICALLY 15 GIRL!! I still got one more week! Haha. btw, ytd was damn fun!

2008-07-02T01:01:00.002+08:00

Ytd went to j8 with Yen, Nic, Xiu and Angs. Watched 10 promises to my dog. The show was damn sad BUT I DID NOT CRY.. I SHALL REPEAT IT AGAIN: I DID NOT CRY!!! Dunno y everyone keep saying i cry.. But Huiyen did! hehe...

2008-06-29T09:50:00.001+08:00

I am currently damn BORED!!!! I so dun wan to go to school tmr since i haven touched my HW yet. WTH.

2008-06-26T20:44:00.002+08:00

AT LAST!!!!!!!!! CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!!!! YAY!!!!!!! 2day there were like 11 people absent 2day. WTH can. OMG lar... Skipped Chi tuition and i still have ALOT OF HOLIDAY HW TO DO!!! OMG OMG OMG. WTH. Used Com the whole day with STUPID Ang nagging in my ear touching all my stuff.. Slap her face lar...

2008-06-25T19:29:00.008+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! I SURVIVED CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!!!! YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SURVIVED CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM LIKE FREAKING HAPPY COX I SURVIVED CAMP though the toilets were DAMN dirty and the floor was FREAKING HARD!! BUT I SURVIVED CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!! I almost wanted to go home but I DID NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! I wanted to go home cox i did not want to do the Absailing and RockClimbing WHICH I TOTALLY HATE AND FREAKED OUT!!!!!!!! BUT I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE DRAGON BOATING WAS TOTALLY COOLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But the food was like WTH!! BUT I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOME SWEET HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Heh!!! YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 1:

Reached the Camp at about 9 plus and played Icebreakers. The games were like -.- Outdoor cooking which we did not get to cook and ate COLD maggie which apparently tasted like RUBBER!!! Praticed item for campfire for awhile den went to play the General Stations which only played that stupid SpiderWeb thingy! Wasting time only lor... The thingy so small den have to go inside so squeezy. Wanted to go home... The Toilets were SO damn dirty and there were cockroaches in them!!!! YUCK!!! Den some selfish ppl take so DAMN LONG time to bathe! Had dinner and debrief. Den back to Dorm but nvr slp cox wanted to go bathe in midnite but decided not to!

Day 2:

Had to like wake up at 5.45 which is SO DAMN FREAKING EARLY!! cox i slp like abt 2. Wanted to go home after lunch but nvr! Breakfast den DRAGON BOAT!!! YAY!!!!!!! IT WAS DAMN FUN LAR!!! We had to go into the sea and float in the sea with our arms linked tgt and THE SEA WAS SOO DAMN FREAKING BLOODY DIRTY!!! Den went on to dragonboat. We had to sit on the side of the boat and the boat was like shaking so damn badly can! The STUPID instructor let all the water come in lar! Den had like improvised rafting which was a bunch of CRAP! Lunch den had to do the RockClimbing which MRS TNG AND THE INSTRUCTOR CHEAT MY FEELINGS!!!!!!!!!!! WTH CAN!! I climbed until SO DAMN HIGH liao and my leg was SHAKING den he still dun let me come down! Den coming down tat time SO DAMN SCARY CAN!!! Absailing was FREAKY!!! I had to like dangle in the air to go down and IT SUCKED!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I bathe early and took my own sweet time to bathe! YAY!! Took like 20 mins cox we had te toilets to ourselves! YAY!! Dinner. Went back to dorm and waited for everyone to bathe finish den prepared for campfire item. The campfire was SO DAMN PATHETIC cox it was at the Dining Hall and the fire was SO DAMN SMALL LAR!!! Won 2nd price though i am still wondering how the hell did we get 2nd prize lar!

Day 3:

Wokke up at 6 plus to pack bag and went to assemble with our bags below the dorms. Cleaned our dorm and dorm C. HUIYEN LEFT HER TOWEL IN THE DORM AND I HELP HER TO TAKE BACK SOMEMORE. AND SHE NVR THANK ME!!!! -.- Went to Dining Hall and made LOTS OF NOISE SLAMMING THE TABLE. THe JENNA was DAMN FUNNY and she was like the entertainer throughout the whole Camp. Took group photo and Sec 3 Camp photo and took a bus home..YAY!!!!!

Slped the whole day until 6 plus.. Damn tired.... I decided to GO SCHOOL tmr since I am so guai.

I fell in love with the Aeroplanes and the night senery there.

2008-06-22T20:26:00.002+08:00

OMG.. CAMP IS TMR!!! HELL SHIT!!
I am SO going to miss:
My Computer
My PSP
My Ipod
My BED!!!
My Pillow
My Blanket
My Boster
My BATHROOM
My LIFE AT HOME!!
My Room
My fridge
My CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL MISS YOU ALL DURING CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ohh Man!! OH MY GOSH!!! I AM GOING TO CAMP ON THE HARD ROCK COLD FLOOR!!!! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! Doomsday is tmr!

2008-06-18T22:42:00.003+08:00

a banner made by my dearest friend Qing Hui who apparently thinks the same as me!! PON CAMP!!!! YAY!!!! If i can lar.. BUT I WAN TO PON CAMP!!!! AHHHHH!!!!

2008-06-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

I AM LIKE FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW!!! MY LIFE IS SO FUCKING FUCKED UP AND I AM SO FUCKING TIRED! HAd to wake up at like 8 today and I AM FUCKING DEPRIVED OF SLEEP!!! FUCKKKK!!!!!!! I M BLOODY PISSED!! THE GUITAR CONCERT IS SO BLOODY FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW TAT I SERIOUSLY AM CONSIDERING TO FUCKING PON THE GUITAR CONCERT!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKK!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I AM SERIOUSLY GOING MAD!!! SCHOOL IS STARTING AND I HAVEN EVEN TOUCHED A BLOODY HW YET!!! CAMP IS COMING VRY VRY NEAR AND I NEED TO BE FUCKING SICK TO PON TAT FUCKING CAMP!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE MY BLOODY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-17T23:54:00.003+08:00

freaking bored.. Currently reading stories online. OMG OMG OMG. DIE. I HAVEN EVEN TOUHED MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK YET!! AHHH!!! AND CAMP!!! OMG!! I SO DON'T WANT TO GO!! I NID TO GET SICK FAST AND DESPERATELY!!! I NVR EVEN BUY NETHING FOR CAMP YET!! SHIT!! I SO DUN WAN TO GO!! FUCK! Finding Album art for my new ipod! yay!! I am so proud of my iPod! Had like rehersal for guitar concert today from 9 to 12 which apparently dragged to 12.40. WTH CAN! And tat stupid Guitar comm IS SO BOSSYYY!!!! WTF CAN!! Den went to j8 with Cheryl, B.I.N, Xiu and XingYing. den sat MRT down to AMK and saw Shawn Tok at MiniToons which Xiu apparently decided to make the decision of her life. To stalk Shawn Tok! He was suprisingly quite tall cox the last time is saw him which is on tv. He was so scrawny tat i counldn't believe it was him! Have to go to school at 9 again tmr. 9 to 3! OMG! Den will drag until vry the late again! WTH!

***
Don't find love; let love find you
thats why its called falling in love
you dont force yourself to fall
y o u . j u s t . d . o
***

***
Love
Its a short word.
Easy to spell.
Difficult to define.
& Impossible to live without
***

***
Maybe the reason why I'm afraid
To fall in love with you
Is because you aren't afraid
To fall in love with me
***

***
&& No matter what happens
to us in the future, every day
I've spent with you is the
best day of my life.
***

***
My friends ask me, "Do you like him?"
I just look at them & say,
"Pshh; do I like him? Are you crazy? No!"
And as I walk away,I silently whisper to myself,
"I don't like him...I love him."
***

***
We went to school for twelve years
&& the one thing they never taught us
is how to say g o o d - b y e
***

2008-06-16T18:20:00.003+08:00

omg. Hv to go to school tmr. Shit.. I dun wan to go xia.. Stupid Ang over here supposingly suppose to do hw but she has a deprived childhood to be stucked with my NDS. She is seriously DEPRIVED. She keeps playing cooking mama and don't noe how to read instructions. She keep hogging my iPod dun wan give me back.. Slap her face..

P.S: Cheryl, GET A LIFE!!!

2008-06-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

This story is abt me and my boyfriend! :) Part of it:

“Tomorrow.” You say excitedly. Soon you were all packed and ready to go. You barely slept that night from the excitement. But soon you were on a train on your way to St. Christopher’s. About three hours later you were there. You and Mrs. Jenson got off the train and to your surprise there Peter was waiting for you with a smile on his face. His eyes locked with yours as he walked up to you. When he was directly in front of you, you both wrapped your arms around each other and your lips crashed together. When the kiss broke Peter put his forehead on yours and said,
“How have you been?”

“Really lonely.” You say before you felt him pull you into another kiss. When that kiss was over you both looked over at your headmasters. Peter had both arms around and he said to them,

“Thank you so much.” They smiled at the two of you and the four of you headed to St. Christopher’s. You and Peter were shown to where you would be staying during your visit with Peter. It was so good to be with Peter again. You two spent the majority of the rest of the day just talking and snuggling with each other.

“I hear school’s been hard for you.” Peter said as you two lay on your sides on the bed next to each other. Peter had one of his arms around you.
“It’s been really hard for the last few weeks. The baby won’t stop moving and I’ve been missing you a lot and it’s just been hard to concentrate.” You say to him. He smiled and put his hand on your stomach and said,
“I understand. I’ve found it hard thinking about anything but you and the baby. I’ve been worrying about how you were doing and if you were going to be alright.”

“I’m not that fragile, Peter.” You say smiling.

“I know. But I love you and I wouldn’t be a good husband if I didn’t worry about you.” He said leaning over and giving you a kiss. Once the kiss broke you two just smiled and had a nice evening together.

AHHH!!!!!!!!!!! SO CUTEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Eek!!! i noe i haven been updating! But i wan change my skin 1st before i update again!! XIUHUI!! HELP ME FIND SKIN ARH!! hehs.

2008-06-13T12:15:00.002+08:00

Haven been updating for a while.. Hehe. I WANT TO CHANGE BLOGSKIN!!! OMG LAR!! ytd: Went to Orchard wif Ju, Xiu and Yen. Went to borders buy ju's book and shop for Adelia's present. But nvr buy! heh. Went to Shaw House watch KungFu Panda though i dun wan to watch but it was ok.. Quite Funny with Ju laughing loudly and Yen laughing her ASS off. But the everyone all so cold.. Went to P.s to meet mummy den went back to orchard again! hehe

2008-06-09T19:12:00.001+08:00

vry long nvr blog liao.. But didn't feel like blogging.. Damn xian...

2008-06-06T17:10:00.007+08:00

Ppl taking pictures with Pokemon. Stupid Yen still say wan take wif them.
At Gv. STUPID PPL wan take picture there. So many ppl looking lor.. So embarrassing..

Cam whore-ing in toilet.

Popo with her bday's cake.

Ytd:
Went to Marina Sq wif Qh, Ang and Yen... Watched Chronicals Of Narnia: Prince Caspian. OMG OMG OMG!!! I TOTALLY LOVE THE HIGH KING PETER!!! HE IS OFFICALLY MY NEW BOYFRIEND!!! Eek!!!! SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! SO HOTTTT!!!! OMG LAR!! Had BK for lunch den went toilet to take photos before movie started.. HAHA!!! Went round Marina finding for toilet!! During the movie while i was admiring my boyfriend, STUPID CHERYL keep touching my leg to scare me.. Den stupid Toh Qing Hui keep covering her ear make me so scared.. Was quite scary as there are damn lot of sudden parts.But i still think my boyfriend vry cute!!!! Eek!!! SO CUTEEEE!!! OMG LAR!!! Den took a train down to Popo hse wait for Mummy to pick me and Popo up for dinner.. Went HuaKee for dinner wif both uncles for Popo's Bday...
pictures posted later xP

2008-06-04T11:38:00.003+08:00

OMG. SHIT. BLOODY HELL. FUCK. OMFG. WTF. DIE!!!!!! I HAVEN EVEN TOUCHED MY BLOODY FUCKING HOLIDAY HW YET.. FUCK FUCK FUCK AND DOUBLE FUCK!!! SOMEONE OUT THERE LET ME COPY!!!! SHIT DIE...

2008-06-03T16:01:00.006+08:00

HE IS THE HOTTEST!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!

Err.. Without the lip piercing. But HE IS FREAKING HOT!!

FREEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OFFICALLY FINISHED MY LCCI EXAM!!!! YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Currently damn addicted to 7 Minutes in Heaven with EMO guys quiz at Quizilla.com!! I LOVE EMO GUYSSS!!! Eek!!! SO HOT!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I TOTALLY LOVE EMO GUYSS!!!! THEY ARE LIKE SOOOO HOTTT!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!! SHIT!! SO HOT!!!

7 minutes in heaven...for girls...long results

Your sitting at home listening to your fave bands when you get a text from your friend. 'Hey! Get your ass over here!! Having a party and u better come!' You decide to go as you have nothing better to do. You put on your most awesome pair of jeans and a t-shirt w/ ur fave band on the front of it. As you're walking out the door, you grab a belt off the back of your desk chair; a holographic belt w/ piano keys one way and guitars/amps the other way. As you approach the door, you hear a loud beat that you vaguely recognize. Before you so much as touch the porch, your friend has yanked you through the door and into a large room filled with guys you've never ever seen before. Even though you don't put much credit into first impressions, all these guys are flaming hot. Your friend informs you that you're going first, no questions asked. You reluctantly delve your hand into the bag thrust under your nose and pull out...

My results:

...puzzle piece with a rainbow design on it. "A puzzle piece!!" you yell across the group's heads. A totally hot emo guy stands up and says, "That's me." You look more carefully at him and think he looks familiar. He waits for you outside of the closet door and you walk through before him. He closes the door as he walks through the doorway. As he turns around to face you, you search your memory for some recollection of him. "Hi, _______" he says. "You don't recognize me, huh?" "Well, you seem familiar but...I can't place it," you said. "Really?" he asks with a spark of intrigue in his eye. "Then let's play a game." he continues. You look into his eyes and see that he's messing with you. "Fine," you reply with a rebellious air. "Let's play your little game." He grins in victory. "Hmm...where to start?" he says to no one in particular. "The beginning?" you grumble to yourself, already irritated by the game. He chuckles, relishing in your obvious irritation. "Okay. Sounds good." He thinks for a few more seconds before saying, "Umm...this'll be totally obvious but I really like you and want to do something other than ask stupid questions. Well, I think I was your first "love" in kindergarten," he told you, air quotes and all. Your irritation vanishes and your eyes instantly well up with tears. "Chris!" you exclaim, crumpling into his arms. "I thought I'd never see you again," you say between sobs. You bury your face into his chest for a few moments before he lifts your face up to look at him. "How could I live without you in my life? You're my everything," he says quietly, his breath tickling your lips. He takes a hand from around your waist and wipes the tears streaming down your face away. "_______, I don't know how you feel about me anymore, but I love you." "Chris, I always have, and always will, love you. When you left to go to the other school, I was so depressed," you tell him. "Really?" he asks you, and you watch as the compassion in his eyes mixes with the pain he felt in his heart at your grief. "I felt so terrible leaving, but I had to. I'm so sorry," he tells you. He turns his face away and you can see a single teardrop start rolling down his face. You reach up to turn his face to yours. "We can't both cry, Chris," you tell him, "so stop!" His eyes explore your face and he composes himself in an instant and smiles down at your upturned face. Then, without warning, he lets out a slight chuckle. "What?" you ask him, curiosity brewing behind your eyes. "It's just that I'm not used to looking down at you. Usually it's the other way around," he tells you, and laughs again. Within seconds, the two of you were clutching each other, laughing. "Too true," you agree. You look up into his eyes again, and see the humor has left his eyes and has been replaced by seriousness. "You know, _______, you're so beautiful I can't believe I never noticed when I was little," he informs you. You feel yourself getting misty-eyed again, so turn your head away into his shoulder. He senses that what he had said had been tear worthy and held you tight. Once you had dried the tears, you look up into his eyes yet again. "_______, would you mind if I kiss you?" Chris asks you and you think of all the times in your childhood when you imagined him saying those words to you. "Of course I wouldn't mind, Chris. You can't imagine how many times I've dreamed of this happening and now it is." He slowly leans down, still smiling, and lightly presses his lips against yours. Both of you sense that your time's almost up and things heat up fast. Soon he's feeling your lips with his tongue and you feel relief that you used chap stick. You open your mouth to allow him in and he eagerly reaches his tongue into your mouth. When your tongues met and began wrestling, you couldn't help but let out a soft moan. Then he moves his lips from your mouth down to your throat. He kissed down your throat to your collarbone, then back up again;all the while you were letting out soft moans. He soon found your sweet spot and gently bit. A full fledged moan escaped your lips. Chris smiled into the skin at the base of your throat and then moved back to your lips. You ran your hands through his hair and he began feeling up the back of your shirt, his cold hands making you jump. He began pulling your shirt up,you unbuttoning his pants, when the door swings open a little and your friend peeks her head in. "Hey, you two lovebirds! I see you rekindled the old romance," she says loud enough so the other room can hear. Your friend stands there for a few seconds, waiting for you to break apart, but the moment just becomes more heated. "Hey, you guys!! Your turn's over!!" she practically yelled. In response, Chris just reached over and kicked the door shut, keeping his lips glued to yours. He then breaks the kiss so he can lock the door from the inside and you begin kissing down his neck. Once the door is closed and locked, the two of you begin an even more furious, heated make-out session. The farthest you guys go is to taking shirts off and then you finally decide to let someone else have the closet. "I can't believe that all this time my true love was so close," he whispers in your ear when you two walk outside to much wolf whistling. You guys ditch the party and enjoy a moonlit walk around the park discussing what the other missed. When the two of you reach your house, you sit in your back yard on the grass and he asks you, "_______, will you do me the honor of being my girl?" "I will be most delighted to acquiesce your request," you reply and cant help but copy his impeccable politeness. His face brightens immensely and before you know it the two of you are rolling around the grass, kissing. The two of you fit together as perfectly as puzzle pieces and stay that way forever more."

2008-06-02T14:57:00.008+08:00

29 - Shawn Darren

Shawn Darren, it was hard to belive who you were standing in the closet faceing. It had been like anyother time your brother forced you to play 7 minutes in heaven with him and lots of other people but this would be the first time you were ever to draw Shawn from the bowl of numbers.Shawn was in your accounting class and knew everyone in the entire school. To say he was the most popular person in school was an understatement. Maybe he wasn't the most well liked but he knew everyone.Now him and all his god-like-ness was standing in front of you. To think the number 29 was such a lucky number."You're ------ ------, right?""Sadly," you grumbled and looked at the slightly taller male who was walking at a slow pace toward you. You guessed you had around four minutes left since you had been standing around in awkward silence for at least three. "You're brother makes you do this a lot?""Sadly, I mean it's o.k. but I'm I can't hold a boy friend because of it. Plus some of the people I've had to kiss are just... ewww," You finished with a lack for a better word."Oh, well...um.." You chuckled and kissed Shawn on the lips lightly as he was trying to speak. It was kinda strange, kissing the most popular guy in school. You're step-brother was famous for his parties but normally people of his social status never showed to them. But then it was also the fact that he was shy, its hard to believe the most popular guy in school to be shy.You pulled your lips from his and chuckled at him, "Come on Shawn, you know how to play 7 minutes. But do you want to?"And then you found yourself pushed up against the wall, Shawn's lips on yours with his hands on your hips.It seemed all too soon when your brother opened the door in the middle of your make out session, but when Shawn smiled and grabbed your hand things seemed to of turned out much better.

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Did your 7 minutes lead to anything else? Yes, he asked you out later that night and said it didn't matter to him that you played seven minutes as often as you did and he'd put up with it as long as you would never continue it outside the closet.
Did you enjoy it? Yes.
Did he enjoy it? Yes, you weren't shy, you didn't stutter at his presence, it was nice.

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17 - Ben

Blinking twice you let your eyes adjust to the light difference between the outside and the closet. During that time you heard the closet door open and someone slip inside the unlit room. When two hands slipped onto your hips you looked down and recognized a familiar silver class ring. "Ben... What are you-" you immediately sucked in a breath as your stepbrother's best friend placed his lips right below your ear."Shhh..." Placing kisses up and down your neck and holding your body in place Ben leaves small hickeys in some places. "I like you." He begins nibbling on your earlobe before he continues in his oh-so sexy voice, "More then I should.""Ben," you groan out when his lips attach to your weak spot on your collar bone. You were wearing a tank top and low rise jeans under you brother's directions. Ben continued to play with the spot, nipping and worrying it with his teeth and lips, and then soothing it with his tounge."I'm your brother's best friend," he finally leaves your neck alone but his hands remain on your hips and his thumbs travel in small circles on the exposed skin there. "And I like my best friends little sister..."Tilting your head to the side and pushing yourself up you kiss the taller male on the lips and pull away. "I'm glad..."

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Did your 7 minutes lead to anything else? Yeah, you and Ben began going out and to your brother's carnage you stopped playing seven minutes in heaven. Eventually you and Ben got married and under a mutual decision
had no children. It was a perfect happily ever after.Did you enjoy it? Yes.Did he enjoy it? At first no but yes once he got over the fact that he was stuck in a closet with the object of his affection who liked him back.

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MY QUIZ RESULTS FOR 7 MINUTES IN HEAVEN WITH EMO GUYS!!! OMG THE GUYS SO CUTE!! Eek!!! It has alot of grammar and spelling mistakes cox i copied straight frm the Internet! xP

2008-06-02T14:06:00.003+08:00

Shit! Vry long nvr post liao.. Hehe! Or else ppl tink i die until where liao! HAHA!!! Went to Macs wif Xiu and Ang in the morning.. Kahnah Scolded by Xiu for missing her breakfast!! IS HER OWN LEG SHORT NVR WALK FASTER DEN BLAME ME!! I was like only a few minutes late only lor!! !@#$%^&* Damn shit leh. Xiu, 是你和你的 Macs Breakfast 没有缘 ok!! BLAME ME!!! Walked at SC and follow Xiu buy her Sleeping bag! Blue colour. Copy me! Xiu keep saying wat the person vry money minded. Is u money minded can! Nt tat person! Haha! Den i was walking home wif IDIOTS who keep talking nonsense! P.s: I dun talk to idiots nor walk wif them! And I also dun understand IDIOT TALK!! HAHA!! xP

2008-05-30T11:48:00.002+08:00

Eek! Woke up like abt 10 plus by my dearest mummy!! !@#$%^&*( Slp like abt 1.30 and woke up at 10!! OMG!!! DEPRIVED OF SLP!!! OMG OMG OMG!! SHIT!!! Was playing Raphael PSP since my PSP had no batt and I wan to play his game!! Eek!! Played until like 1.30 plus plus until mummy came and off it! WTH!! Ytd, Cheryl came my hse. Watched TV all the way when i was suppose to teach her maths!! HAHA!!! Actually, I didn't even understand it myself!!! HAHA!!! Was supposed to eat macs breakfast wif Xiu den cox i late den cnt make it!! STUPID XIU!! SCOLD ME LIKE HELL!!! SORRY LAR!!! Aiya. Go wif u another time lar! Ate until 12 plus cox some asshole mouth so small de. Den went school to collect Xiu books and meet Cheryl who had GB! Saw Jas at School and wave to her!! AND SHE DUN APPRECIATE IT!!! !@#$%^&* KNS!! Jas, U MUST BE HONOURED TAT I BOTHERED TO WAVE TO U!!! HAHA!!! STUPID DONKEY!! JAS IS OFFICALLY A DONKEY!!! HAHAHA!!!! YUNOKI DONKEY!! HAHAHAHAAHAH!!!! GET BACK FOR YOUR TSUKIMORI HIPPO!!! HAHA!!!

2008-05-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!! Eek.. DIE LIAO!! 3 JUNE IS COMING.. Thinking abt it, i can regain my freedom and MY LIFE.. Eek. But i haven even studied for tat damn test which i am so going to flunk it anyway. I dun even c wats the point of doing tat damn test man.. xP

2008-05-27T14:09:00.002+08:00

OMG!! NICOLE!! U R BACK FROM MEGA CAMP!!! HAHA!!! my stomach hurts like hell.. SHIT. Nth much to blog abt since it is the school holidays but my school holidays does not start until the 3 of June. WTH. Currently rotting at home. xD someone help me.

2008-05-26T20:13:00.001+08:00

SHIT SHIT SHIT AND DOUBLE SHIT!! Just got back my POA results. 16 marks.. PRO man i. Wow. I confirm fail the damn test one.. WTH!!! I AM FEELING DAMN GUILTY NOW.. WTH. OMG OMG OMG.. DIE!

2008-05-25T12:16:00.001+08:00

NOTE FOR JASLYN NG HUI YING: I AM NOT A BLOODY HIPPO!!! U STUPID CHICKEN!!!!!!!!!!! HIPPOS ARE SO UNCUTE!!!!

2008-05-24T18:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASLYN!!! OMG!! U R ONE YR OLDER LIAO!! SO FAST!!! I STILL GOT ANOTHER 2 MORE MTHS TO GO!! BUT AT LEAST I WON'T DIE EARLIER! xP HEHE! ANYWAYS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! HURRY GO MAKE UR IC WORH!! BUT DUN NID LIKE XIU LIKE TAT, ANNOUNCE TO THE WHOLE WORLD. SO NOISY! HAHA! U R 15 LIAO N I M ONLY STILL 14!! WTH!! OK. NEWAYS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASLYN NG.
p.s: I am not like Xiu Hui, Nicole, Hui Yen and Adelia like tat.. Sing happy birthday for myself and extra go and blow the candle herself *ahem* HAHA!!

2008-05-23T20:22:00.003+08:00

me and nic in bowling.
Me and nic again. Bowling.
Me and Yen.
Me, Nic, Sarah and Yen. Sarah got cut off though cox of nic sucky taking skills.
Me, Nic, Sarah and Yen. At Last sarah did not get cut off! HAHA!

Decided to post some pictures and not to blog abt today since today is my dooms day and i was almost sleeping throughout the day! xD

2008-05-22T20:05:00.005+08:00

Adelia and Ju. Ju candid.

The cake with Ju there extra eating.

The pictures are abit dark since jas hse is so dark!

Had like a damn bad headache ytd n today! My head was spinning. Had like fever ytd n today n still had to go to school. WTH! SUCKER!! Den went for cca EVEN THOUGH I AM SICK!! I DUN BELIEVE IT MAN!! I M SO BLOODY GUAI!! Hehes... Went Jas house to celebrate her birthday since i am a very good friend! Hehes! Went with Adelia the FAT, Nic, Xiu and Yen.. Den met Cheryl and Ju at Jas house. Ju, who MADE THE TRIP ESPECIALLY FOR THE HONOUR OF ME!!! :) Ju, I feel so honoured! Hehe. We jumped, played like mad there except for some PEOPLE that don't want to play with us aka JASLYN NG THE BIRTHDAY GIRL and JU!! We like took photos the whole time which kind of cam whore-ing! Jaslyn Ng who refused to BLOW HER CANDLE and that stupid Xiu Hui who kept blowing away the candle thinking it is her birthday! STUPID XIU HUI!! IDIOT DE!! Den they were like singing birthday songs for themselves!! Retards! We had like jump shots but people dun noe how to take de. And some idiot keep wanting the spotlight, keeo jumping in front of me. =.= Den we finially eat CAKE which when we bought it, i had like a total craving for them. But when i reached Jas house, no more le. Instead i had a craving for COCONUT!! I had like a total craving for alot of things but some ASSHOLES keep saying me for EATING TOO MUCH!! At the end, I only had like 3 donuts cox Ju vry the ZiDong one, just eat my donut like that! SO SMART OF HER RITE!! WTH!! When we went home, i feel like a retard standing TWO BY TWO to get out of the gate. I felt so Pri 1 xia! But it was like damn fun! I was like the class com with Xiu and Yen and Nic was like the monitress and Adelia the EXTRA one be class prefect cox she got no partner. Hehes! Den cheryl and Ju had no post! LOL! Den we walked out of Jas hse like some pri school kids like tat! HAHA!! TODAY WAS FREAKING FUN!! YAY!! Btw, Jas Happy early Bday! :)

2008-05-20T20:21:00.002+08:00

Here once more blogging again! Hehe! I REALLY LOVE STEP UP 2!! OMG SO CUTE!!! Esp. Tyler Gage... CUTIE!!!!! Eek!!! 2day watch step up 2 again... It is like the 3rd time watching it le!! OMG lar SO COOL!!! 2day was some shit animal day that was damn boring.. We had like the last 4 periods FREE!! Slept until so nice... Eek! Cheryl came my hse after tat and HOGGED THE COM!!! Den watched Step up 2! I TOTALLY LOVE STEP UP 2 MAN!!! SO CUTE!!! Esp the front part where Tyler Gage vs. Andie!! SO NICE THEIR DANCE!!! I TOTALLY WANT A HOODIE!! OMG OMG OMG!!!

Refering to *******:
I noe tis is old lar but seriously lar ok.. Dun make it sound like i made you wait for me.. If u dun hv any friends there n know only me, dun say until i bloody made you wait ok. It is not like i made you stay there sitted on the chair to wait for me like tat. It was UR OWN PERSONAL CHOICE OK! I HAD NEVER FORCED YOU INTO IT!! N dun say until i take vry long to come! It was merely you came earlier.. So wats ur problem.. Since you dun wan to socialise with the people there, DUN PUSH THE BLAME ON ME indirectly! It was ur problem for not socialising with the others and no one said that I MUST BE THERE FOR THE THING TO START!! U could always start without me. I did not hold a knife to ur neck and said that I must be there! It was YOUR CHOICE. DAMN IT!!

2008-05-19T22:22:00.003+08:00

Kota Tinggi Waterfalls
Daddy and Raphael 'swimming' in the waterfalls My legs in the water :)

My legs again :) Hehe...
People swimming there.

18 May 2008

Went to Malaysia to Kota Tinggi waterfalls... Got my step up 2 disc!! YAY!! Played there for a while... The water was super cool and super cooling!! Damn nice... Went to shop until my legs nuan.. But was damn nice! Hehe! Walked around the whole shopping center! (:

P.s: Xiu, My leg nt pain le leh... Nt like urs take so long to recover.. (:

Ah Mah!! Still say me.. My leg only take 2 days to recover only lor! Nt like urs take so long... AH MAH!!!

19 May 2008:

Went to temple to pray den went for tuition. The temple was DAMN PACKED!! Rushed PW ppt and watched Step up 2 AGAIN!! I want hoodie!!! OMG so cool!!!!!! Eek!!! DAMN COOL!!!!!

2008-05-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

Nth much in my life currently... I made the Biggest mistake of my life and am still regretting it... REGRETTING....

2008-05-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

ok... i noe i vry long nvr post liao. had POA LCCI Mock exam today. I didn't understard wtf is the qs talking abt. Tikam Tikam do de! WTF! OMG!! Have cca like thurs, fri and Sat!!! WTH!!! Have to go to school frm 7.45 to like 12 for P6 Open hse tmr! I so dun wan to go... My beauty slp! Rushing PW ppt now so tat i dun hv to rush on mon! (:

2008-05-15T18:09:00.003+08:00

Damn tired these days. Had just finished my napfa 5 items. I FAILED SIT UP BY 1!!! WTF!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! My life is damn fucked up currently. Slp like 10 plus ytd n i m still tired!!! OMG!!! My shoulder hurts like hell and i cnt feel my legs! OMG OMG OMG!!! I M GOING TO BECOME LIKE CHUA XIUHUI LE!!! Eww!!

2008-05-12T22:46:00.003+08:00

Ytd:

After school went to j8 with xiu, yen, retarded, nic jonas n mildred to watch 'What happened in vegas' AT LAST!! Haha... Went to eat lunch at Pastamania den went to shop around b4 e movie starts... Wanted to buy dear xiuhui her damn annoying present but didn't buy... hehe... the movie was NICE but the people was annoying... MAKE SO MUCH DAMN NOISE!!! WTH CAN!!! Den nic lost her wallet n she, xiu and mildred went to look for it... Sry nic. I really had to go home.. SRY!! (:

Today:

SUCKY DAY!! Some annoying people nag and nag in my ear so early in the morning. WTH CAN!!! Today was SUPER TIRING... My ankle hurts like hell man. Had like Chem, Bio, Poa, Eng in one day.. DAMN TIRED!! tmr bowling again.. Xian...

2008-05-11T00:40:00.002+08:00

Qing Hui, My proof is here!

2008-05-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

Qing Hui! I need water. says:
uh oh
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
im so sad
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
i think my love for nat ho has faded
kyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desukyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desu says:
hahahhahahahahaha
kyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desukyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desu says:
good for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
nooooooooooo
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
i dun want this to happen
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
my mind tells me not to love him
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
but i want to love him!
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
how?
kyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desukyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desu says:
GOOD FOR YOU
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
omg, this is so romeo and juliet
kyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desukyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desu says:
wth
kyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desukyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desu says:
thats wat u tink
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
no
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
is what i tell myself
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
so i must love him
kyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desukyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desu says:
he dun even noe u exsisted
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
he knows
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
he always replies my tags
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
and types my name
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
and he autographed my mag
kyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desukyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desu says:
but he jux tinks u r some love sick girl crazy over him
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
Here's what he wrote
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
on my mag
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
Dear Qing Hui,
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
Good luck for your mid-year exams!
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
Then he signed. and drew this smiley face =)
kyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desukyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desu says:
hahahahahah
kyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desukyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desu says:
yea rite...................
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
-.-
Qing Hui! I need water. says:
i hate u i hate u i hate u
[p.s: QingHui, Please dont live in self denial]
kyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desukyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desu says:
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
kyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desukyo kara, watashi no kareshi wa tsukimori len desu says:
ahahhahahahahahaahhaha
Qing Hui!:
im not lovesick

To Toh Qing Hui,
Don't leave in self-denial!!!

2008-05-10T21:58:00.002+08:00

Went to eng tuition late... Had some stupid test, released early since i finished it early :) YAY!! Call cheryl and meet her at Macs (got whacked by her for calling her out and she ran hee in 10 ins :D) Den went to heartland shop den went home by myself! STUPID CHERYL, dun wan follow me go bus stop! Den abt 6 plus recieved msg online frm ju! Ju wanted to go white tang eat. PULL ME AWAY FRM MY MANGA!!! Went to white tang in the end wif cheryl and ju! Went to heartland again to shop for cheryl's mothers day present!! I LEFT MY PSP IN JU'S BAG!!! WTH!!! Went out wif cheryl twice... I dun believe it! Suai!

2008-05-09T19:44:00.002+08:00

Went to P.S today! Wanted to watch movie but STUPID NICOLE TAN cnt make up her mind whether to c or not! WTH! she had to go home at 7 den decided nt to c! Went to Pizza Hut to eat! SPENDED ABT 2 HRS EATING LOR!!! WTH!!! I ATE ALOT MAN!!! Went to shop for mother's day present! Went totally broke man! Forgot that i still own xiuhui her darling burfdae present... Went home wif xiuhui and on the way home, She ______ on the road!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! ahahahahahaahhaha!!! It was so damn funny man!!! I really cnt stop laughing lor!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

p.s: Xiu Hui, I did not tell!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!!!!!!!!

2008-05-08T17:15:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! i officially cca xia!!! FREAKING STUPID!!! Zilian in classroom when we were supposingly doing our podcast!!! OMG!!! I BLOODY WANT TO SLAP HER FACE XIA!!! OMG LOR! CUTE! HAHA!!

2008-05-07T18:51:00.005+08:00

Pix taken from the bowling center! Frm the toy machine... Some lameo wanted to take it!

NICOLE, ATTIRE AND CONDUCT ARH!!!

revenge for NICOLE TAN!!! ahahahahahahaahahah!!!!

p.s: Nic, MUST BE PROUD OF MY ART WORKS!! as i hv said... u r e guest of honour! be proud! hehe!

AT LAST, MY TASTE OF FREEDOM!!! But some bitch today, spoilt my whole mood! !@#$ off lar! Hell anoying xia... NAG AND NAG AND NAG!!! Damn that bitch lar... talk so much crap...

Bowling today, I HAD ANOTHER STRIKE!!! YAY!!! hehe... Today bowling was not that bad! But whole body nuan again! No one had the energy to go heartland! haha!

2008-05-07T09:55:00.001+08:00

m currently in school now! JUX FINISHED MY EXAMS!!!!!!!!! YOOOOHOOOO!!!!!!! YAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FREEDOM!!!! POA was damn screwed! i m damn prepared to screw up my results le... my poa also different format frm wat the tch teach de! OMG LOR! later have bowling again.... Xian1 really dun wan to go bowling le... lost interest in bowling le.... XIAN!!!!!!!!

2008-05-05T16:13:00.004+08:00

OH FOR GODS SAKE, TOH QING HUI! STOP NAT HO-ING!!! NAT HO IS FREAKING UGLY LOR! WTH!! oh, tis post is for my nanny cum asshole PENGUIN, CHUA XIUHUI! HAPPY BDAY NANNY THE ANNE! bday present on fri kay!

2008-05-04T02:03:00.002+08:00

m like damn tired n situpid qinghui keep nagging in my ear abt nat ho how hot he is.
To qinghui: obsessions are not good 4 ur health!
My eyes are closing... ^^

2008-05-02T21:38:00.002+08:00

ok... tis is like e 3rd post for the day! but everyone ditched me! SO SAD! All 3 of them went out n left me at home! wth! Raphael brought home 2 rabbits he picked up frm the street! den Daddy was like over there scolding and scolding... the rabbits are all so cute but they are like sick! when i came home, i got a shock of my life man. one of the rabbit jumped out of the box and i saw tis white colour thing jumping! OMG LOR! den i realised it was a damn rabbit! SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME MAN! n now they are on the way to SPCA, Ps-ing me, leaving me at home! I WAN TO GO SPCA!! DAMN IT!!! e rabbits are like so damn cute man!

Ok i noe e pix are damn dark but nvm!

Definations of Love

2008-05-02T20:28:00.010+08:00

How do you know it's LOVE?

1. You'll know that you miss someone very much when every time you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick "Hello" from that person can bring the broken pieces back....

2. You will know when you really love someone when you want him to be happy even if his or her happiness means you are not a part of it.

3. LOVE? is...the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there...

4. There would come a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person started hating us but because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go...

5. If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for a while.

6. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want him or her to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all he or she have.

7. Remember that the best relationship is when your love for each other is greater than your need for each other.

8. Two teardrops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you? "..." I'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go..."

9. Just a thought: What would you do if the only person who could make you stop crying is the person who makes you cried?

10. Every step I took since the moment I could walk was a step towards finding you."

11. If I had the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". But I'd rather choose "U" and get "HURT than have a "HEART" without "U"...

12. Giving someone all your love is not an assurance that he will love you back. Don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in his heart, if it doesn't, be contented it grows in you.

13. It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to fall in love with someone but it takes a lifetime to really forget someone you have grown to love.

14. A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes.

15. If you love me please let me know because it hurts to love when you have to go. Take care of me, don't go away because if you love me, you will stay... I love you and do you know why? You got me when you first said 'Hi'.

16. What If someone tells you this: I don't believe in courtship. It's just a waste of time. If I love the person, I'll tell her right away. But for you I will make an exception...just love me now and I'll court you forever...

17. It's always better to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge.

18. It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for the one available, best to wait for the one you love than the one who's around, best to wait for the right one because life is too short to be wasted on the wrong person.

19. I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, i cry for the pain, the lost, the old and the new...I cry for the times I thought I had you!

20. Relationships are like glass, sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together, or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together.

21. You never lose in loving. You only lose in holding back.

22. Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you, don't drive it away from you because if you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once next to you.

23. I will not love you for the rest of your life but for the rest of mine.

24. You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, you make me laugh at the unfunniest things, but most of all you make me love you when I shouldn't love you.

25. One shouldn't love to fill an empty space...But to have somebody stay by his as the missing place in this life heals his own.

26. If time never stands still, I'll never leave your side. It may be too hard for me at times that you will not see me; but in my heart, you'll always be found.

27. If I were to describe love, I would compare it with what one snowman did to another snowman-he gave her a warm embrace and together they melted in each other's arms.

28. The spaces between our fingers were created so that another person's fingers could fill them in.

29. " Whenever I watch romantic movies, witness couples kiss and make-up, listen to love songs... I smile and feel good 'cause I know that love still works, if not for me, at least to others."
-- Ally McBeal

2008-05-02T19:32:00.003+08:00

ok... offically screwed my ss n lit! OMG... My ss is only till 1 pg n a few lines only!!! den my lit is 1/2 a pg for qs a) and 1 pg for qs b)! I DUN BELIEVE IT!!! OMG.... MONDAY & TUESDAY ARE GOING TO BE THE WORST DAYS EVER!! Geog and maths... Die!!! OMG OMG OMG... went to white tang wif ju n cheryl. den meet unadorable , annoying and yunoki kanako wif her sis at kfc! OMG! I feel for nic though is nt my problem! HAHA!! NICOLE AND XIUHUI IS DAMN JOKER! but once ju chu mah, everything solved le! HAHA! Pro xia she! Sat 113 home wif ju n cheryl and got bullied by ju! WTH!!

Days i dun hope to come:
-Nxt mon
-Nxt tues
-16 Feb
-3 June

OMG!!! Oh btw, xiuhui happy early b'day! i buy u ur present latest fri! Sry!

2008-05-01T20:19:00.002+08:00

OMG... CT is tmr! Had 'studied' Lit frm 3 to 5! slped a little in e middle... haha... Woke up at abt 12.30 cox my father keep waking me up... went out for lunch at marina sq. CAme home abt like 2.30 den started on-ing the com and 'studying' OMG i m so guai lor... dl-ed Ares cox ju recommed me! Trying to dl Brand New Breeze! Limewire dun hv! ): OMG!! I M FREAKING OUT HERE! OMG!

2008-04-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

OMG i tink i like Jonas Brothers S.O.S
I had always like Jonas Brother's SONGS but not they themselves. hehe.. i tink they look damn ugly xia..

2008-04-30T20:13:00.003+08:00

Pix of me xh n hy waiting for some ppl who are taking their own sweet time to come up! haha! I M IN E MIDDLE!! OMG SO COOL!!

OMG i had like a strike 2day! haha... Jas who say i dun hv strike?!?! hehe... 2day every1 was damn indecisive... wanted to go for dinner but con't decide where to go... Haha at the end didn't have dinner.. :( had to starve all the way home... during bowling, every1 like damn bad mood including me! :P OMG CTs are like on fri!! n i haven studied yet!! My aim for this CT is to fail only 1 subject! Plx!!! OMG... I really dun wan to fail again...

My aims:

POA: A2

Chi: Jux as long as pass

Maths: Jux as long as pass

Geog: Jux as long as pass

SS: Jux as long as pass

Chem: Jux as long as pass

Bio: Jux as long as pass

Lit: B4 :D

OMG i dun even tink i can even achieve that goal cox i m damn addicted to my manga! planning to go to white TANG wif ju cheryl n jas i tink... but duno whether on anot. want to really celebrate after CTs but got bowling AGAIN!! ): My arms are like aching after bowling... AHHH!!!!! I kinda dun like bowling NEmore... Xian...

2008-04-30T00:05:00.001+08:00

OMG... I tink i m damn addicted to manga once again! OMG... i tink its going to kill me...

ASSASSINATATION OF NICOLE TAN

2008-04-28T21:07:00.001+08:00

2day had like alot of ppl nt coming to school... Xiuhui n nicole are one of them... Wow... so many ppl tink tat they 2 pon tgt.. haha... oh.. I M ON A MISSION ASSASSINATE TO NICOLE TAN!! or wateva ju says lar... BUT E POINT IS: I WAN TO KILL NICOLE TAN!!

Love 2008

2008-04-26T23:58:00.006+08:00

Love-2008

The song & video is so nice... Makes me want to cry!! Reminds me of something i duno... jux gave me a vry familar feeling... Her sand art rawks!!

Had eng JVELC tuition and then maths. JASMINE SQUEEZED MY BRAIN JUICE OUT!! She gave me 3 mock test!!! i almost died man! Was like damn tired after tuition den slped in the car.. when i woke up, found myself at heartland... at first i was like where m i? den i saw baohui!! haha! suai man! ate at Sakae! My Cha Soba!! But i still prefer my Cha Soba at the korean crusine there... hehe...

2008-04-26T01:01:00.002+08:00

hehe... burning midnite oil... Its like 1 plus now n i m damn tired.. hv tuition tmr... better slp now... nites... blog more tmr cox some1 who shall nt be named wants me to update my blog